Adult

 When I was child, I wanted being adult because I wanted to do many things, which only adults could do, for example, going out, going to parties, working, falling in love, having responsibilities... things that seemed interesting and funny.
  And now that I am 19 years old, I know that I am still young, I have realised those things are not as interesting as I thought. Now, I have many responsibilities, I have to think twice the things before do them. Now, I have to fight with daily problems. Now, I understand things that I did not achieve understand before. And, sadly, now I see the selfish and ignorance in the world. As I said before, I know I am young but I have realized that when you are growing up you are seing the world differently, you are not seeing it with those eyes of child. 
  In many situations, I have wished being a child again because there were many moments that I have not been able to respond. And also because I wanted be in the ignorance, I did not want to understand why something was happening. I just wanted to worry about not get out of the line when I was painting a picture.